With the time changing and darkness falling upon us an hour sooner, we spend much more time inside the house than out. Good thing we have an Xbox. We have a good working heater now. Its so nice to know youre going to be warm and cozy. Last year was a nightmare. Up and down turning the heater back on. Cold weather always makes Dennis hurt worse. I wish people could feel his pain if only for an hour so they could see what its like to be him.
He has a doctor appointment Tuesday. Im hoping that Dennis will have an appointment soon for the neurosurgeon. They dont want to give Dennis any more medications and dont want to up his dosage but its just not controlling the pain well at all and he has had more bad days than good as of late. Some nights he cant sleep at all, some nights he sleeps but not well. Its rare for him to get into rem sleep which Im sure he isnt achieving anymore and if he is its only on occasion. I wish I could do something to help him. Well I guess I do, but I mean to really help him. Its frustrating to me. It also doesnt help when no one is willing to come visit him. I can get him into the main house when he is feeling well enough to but thats once every couple of weeks. His family doesnt come see him, he doesnt really have any friends. He is really isolated from everyone. I know that people dont like to be around something they dont understand, especially when someone has a disability. But I would think that people around here, at least his family, would make the effort. His children seem to stay away as much as possible too. Its heartbreaking. Its the reason I stopped going to church. Anyway... Ill update after his doctor appointment on Tuesday. Be safe going to the polls!
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